My 20th Birthday~~~

         Another year has gone. If you view my previous posts, you could see a post about my 19th birthday. I'm no longer 19 now. I'm 20. No longer a teenager.

           First of all, I'd like to thank God for allowing me to have an opportunity to celebrate my birthday with my loved ones. I'm lucky to get to spend time with my loved ones during my birthday and it's an honour.

            Looking back on my previous post about my 19th birthday, I realised time flies. 10th September 2009. I was studying Upper 6 in MBS in Penang. 10th September 2010, yea I'm in Penang now. But I'm studying in UPM in Serdang. Once again, thank God because I'm managed to get into University. My birthday wish for 2009 has came true. Getting into University was my 2009 wish. Thank God my birthday falls on Raya's holiday. So I get to go back to Penang to celebrate with my friends and family :)

         I'd like to thank my parents for everything. Thank you Mum and Dad. Thank you Mum and Dad for raising me up. I will never forget this. 20 years ago of 10th September was my Mum's suffering day and my Dad's worrying day. Then, I was borned! Thank you for who I am today. Thanks to Uncle Bob for the "ang pao" without an "ang pao long" haha.

7th September

         I'd like to thank my friends, Jia Yun, Hui Juian, Camillia and Kitty for the gathering on and celebrating Hui Juian and my birthday. Thank you for treating us Redbox. Also thanks Jia Yun for treating us to eat Lok Lok. Hahahaha...

          Wasn't really a clear and nice picture. We didn't have a good cameraman. Haha jk :P

8th September 

               Thanks to my friends Jasmine,Monchichi,Nini,Cherry and Wen Wei for celebrating my birthday with me at Seoul Garden. Yummy food but I didn't eat much enough. Now I am regret already. I don't get to eat those food in UPM! Why didn't I talk less and eat more that day? Hahahha...

                               See, a piggy ke le fe beside me hahahaha

                                     Never seen a round light before... LOL

   
             Well, that's on 8th September....

             I'd like to thank my UPM friend Yit Fung,for buying me a piece of cake from Secret Recipe. She's the first one to buy me a piece of cake to let me ENJOY in UPM. Thank you very much. Muacks :*

            Thanks to Jeff for the very special present. A box of tea? Now you make me have another problem. Because now I'm keep thinking whether to drink this tea or not. If I drink it, I don't get to keep it. If I don't drink it, it gonna expired in 2013. Hahahaha... Thank you la for buying and carrying this tea all the way from Cameron Highlands. Wow! Hahahha. And now the tea gonna travel all the way to Serdang! What a lucky box of tea! Hahahaa!

              Also, I wanna thanks to all my dear friends and family who wished me on sms and Facebook. YuXi, Michael, Joe ,Ah Lin Kor Kor, Hann, Christine, Jeff Chew,Fanny,Kitty, Gerry, Jia Yun,Teik Huat, Yit Fung, Hui Juain, Wendy Jiji, Sheen Li, Uncle Bob, Nick Kor Kor,Hanif, Nini, Alvin, Yen Mei, Hooi Shan. Well this is for SMS. For Facebook, too many to list, so just thank you everyone. :)

           I am really glad that I get so many people there for me to celebrate for me. I appreciate everything you guys did from everyone. Thank you guys! :)

         Another year has gone. No longer a teenager. Wow. Well, I do have a wish this year. The wish is that.... is that........ Well it's a secret!!!! Let's see next year if my wish came true as my wish came true for last year! Well, I really hope this wish came true.

          Last but not least, I'm 20!!! I will live my life to the fullest! I hope I can learn and see more things and be a much better person. I still have a lot to learn!  Thank you God,Mum and Dad,dear family and beloved friends!

A story of Girl and Boy....

            Girl is happy every time she sees Boy online.

Girl always chat with Boy.

Girl likes Boy.

Boy doesn't know.

Girl is not good enough for Boy.

Boy is nice and kind.

Girl is not a bad girl but she's not as kind as Boy.

Boy likes Lady.

Girl is sad.

Girl doesn't deserve Boy anyway.

Because Boy is too kind for her.

Lady is a perfect person for Boy.

Girl cannot do anything.

Because Boy will never like Girl.

This is the story of Girl and Boy.

In the point of view of Girl.

Home in Penang vs. Hostel in UPM!!!

               Hey guys, as you all know, I'm at home in Penang now. I'm gonna write a blog comparing between home and hostel in UPM.

         
            Let's talk about the room. The hostel room in UPM is not bad actually. We have a quite big study desk, a desk lamp, a bed and a cupboard. Well, everything is kinda old especially the cupboard. At home, I have a study desk, 2 cupboards, a computer table, a dressing table,a bed and 2 small tables. Of course home is much more comfortable. I have to share my room with a roommate in my hostel. So sometimes when she wakes up early and when I'm still in bed, I feel like someone is watching me sleeping. Hahahha.. And sometimes when I wake up early and she's still in bed, I feel like I'm disturbing her.

        The bathroom, this is my favourite thing to comment. Well, at home, I have my bathroom which I can hang my clothes behind my door, I have shampoos,body shampoos, conditional and practically everything inside my bathroom. My bathroom is quite BIG as I could walk around my bathroom. I have water heater too. Well, who doesn't? Except UPM. I didn't realised the fact that my bathroom is big until I go to UPM. In my hostel, when you go inside the bathroom to bathe, you could barely move your body as the bathroom is build as the size of a human only. And you couldn't hang your clothes behind the door as there is no hanger. Everytime you need to bathe, you have to bring all your shampoos, body shampoos to the bathroom. That makes the bathroom even smaller. And they don't have water heater. Imagine bathing with cold water early morning. That's the reason why I don't bathe early morning there. Hahaha. And yet, after you bathe, you have to change your clothes inside the bathroom as you don't want to wrap yourself with towels and walk around back to your room. Even if you could do that, you don't want to change your clothes in front of your roommate right. Imagine changing clothes with your not-so-dry-body inside the human size bathroom. That's kinda.... inconvenient I'd say.

         And the toilet, it's small,old,wet and dirty! At home, I could sit and relax doing my business. In the hostel toilet, I try to do finish everything as fast as I could as I couldn't hold any second longer there! Well it's okay if I just use the toilet once or twice for once a while, like I'm using the public toilets. But now I'm living there. I have to use the toilets like more than 3 times a day!!! It's such a sad case :( Can't they upgrade the toilet already?

         At home, I have 2 dogs named Snoopy and Smarties. In my hostel, I have around 10 cats whom I don't know their names. They meow when they want something, and they growl out loudly when they're fighting,which it happens practically everyday. Sometimes middle of the night when we're sleeping we could hear them fighting with their enemies. Come on,even my dogs don't fight with each other. Can't the cats all get along and at least help to make UPM hostel a better place by NOT making noise? That's not all, sometimes they shit around wherever they like. They shit at the corner outside our room. They shit inside the pantry. They shit inside the bathroom. Imagine early morning you go the bathroom and you smell their shit, or you want to get water from the pantry and you see their shit on the floor. What is thissssssssss!!!?

         Moving on, the FOOD. At home, I eat my mom's cooking, or we go out for hawker's food, or some nice food in shopping malls. In UPM,morning you have breakfast in your room, you have nasi goreng in the afternoon, you have nasi campur at night. The next day, you have nasi goreng again in the afternoon, you have nasi campur again at night. This goes on everyday. Well, at least they have different names for the nasi goreng. Nasi goreng pataya, nasi goreng cina, nasi goreng USA, nasi goreng belacan, and a lot more. Haha... Come on!!! What are those? All of them are nasi goreng which taste practically the same but they have 10 different nasi goreng names. I guess they want us to try them all and make ourselves think that "yesterday I ate nasi goreng USA,today I eat nasi goreng belancan, so I'm not eating the same food everyday." Unfortunately they fail as I feel like I'm eating the same food everyday!!! Yeah, they have Marry Brown here. Let me show you the conversation I have with the waitress.

Me: Bagi saya Towel Burger.

Lady: Towel Burger sudah habis amoi..

Me: Habis? then bagi saya Spicy Chicken Burger.

Lady:Sudah habis juga amoi.

Me: Semua habis? Apa yang ada di sini?

Lady: Chicken burger saja.

Me: Okay,bagi saya chicken burger.

Lady: Single atau combo?

Me:Combo,tapi drinks I mau milo, dan fries I mau curly fries.

Lady: Milo sudah habis, curly fries juga habis.

Me:Okay, bagi saya single.

       Do they even have Marry Brown? What's the point of having Marry Brown when everything sudah habis sudah habis -.-

         At least  I brought along a rice cooker so I could cook some food myself there. At home, I wanna eat eggs, I get from the fridge. I want to have butter, I get from the fridge. In UPM, I don't even have a fridge. I wanna have eggs, I need to take a bus, and walk for 5 mins to buy some eggs, and take a bus back. What's this? Hahaha... Well, I admit it's kinda difficult but I accept that as I could learn how to be independent. Whatever I need, I go and get it myself.So sometimes I cook instant noodles to eat instead of nasi campur and nasi goreng in the food court. Somehow, after I cook, I need to wash my utensil. I hate to go to the dirty pantry to wash them. The pantry is so disgusting. I don't get it. Why the people throw their food around the basin? Why they put their left over around there? They dishes all around the pantry. Even their left over food. They just don't care. The pantry is not a pantry, it smells like a toilet more.

      Alright, moving on, let's talk about laundry. Well, I'm okay with that. I do my laundry using the washing machine. Per load is RM2.50. We can wash 10kg of clothes for the maximum. The problem is, whole block of people sharing 1 or 2 washing machines. We have to line up if there is other people is using. It's okay. Somehow there are some inconsiderable people who just leave their clothes INSIDE the washing machine after using it. They don't bother to take their clothes out. So sometimes when I'd like to wash my clothes, their clothes which is already DONE WASHING is still inside the washing machine. So I have to wait for them. And sometimes the washing machine is not working, sometimes they don't accept your coins. What's this? -.- At home, I can do the laundry whenever I want. And it's clean! The washing machine there doesn't look clean :( After the laundry, I have to bring it up outside my room to dry it. Once, I dried my underwear. A moment later, I found my underwear dropped INSIDE the drain downstairs. And it was a HUSH PUPPY underwear!!! I felt like crying! I was forced to throw my underwear.That was the moment I missed my home the most! Hahaha...

         Alright, so the conclusion is, I miss my home!!! 2 months staying in UPM hostel makes me appreciate my home a lot! So, it's not a total bad thing after all right? I've learned my lesson ^^ So since now I'm home, I make full use of it. Whenever I'm in bathroom or toilet, I enjoy my time there to bathe or do business as I couldn't enjoy it in my hostel. So, I want to tell everyone of you something, 

APPRECIATE YOUR HOME!!!! 

Because there's no cats shitting around your house.

Hahaha.. Take care!

The Life here...

              Well, as all of you know, currently I am in UPM,Serdang.

              It's been quite a while since the last time I update my blog. Now, I'm gonna share with you in detail how UPM is like :)

           

            3rd July 2010

            My uncles and aunty suddenly decided that they want to send me to KL. How happy I was. We went to Genting and stayed a night in GohTong Jaya. That night we went to Genting Highlands. It was my first time going to the Casino.Wow, it was very big and A LOT of people!!!

          4th of July 2010

           My uncle drove us to Universiti Putra Malaysia using the GPS. UPM is a very big university. I felt so happy. I am going to study in this big university. How cool is that!? It's so nice. It looks new! The buildings are huge. After I registered myself, I got the keys to my hostel. Then, we have to take bus to get to the hostel. When I got to my college(hostel), I was disappointed. What is this? The hostel is old compared to the other buildings. Then I found my room. The room is okay. Not that bad. But there were cats everywhere outside my room along the corridor. The toilet sucks too. It was old,small,dirty and doesn't even have a water heater! That was the moment I started to hate this place. After we've unpacked everything, my parents had to leave already. Well, it's very hard to say goodbyes. I gave my parents a hug and they left. My father looked sad. Oh well, this is the first time I'm leaving them. After they've gone. I felt so lonely. I'm in a new place with strangers everywhere. I don't know everyone. People passing around me and I was alone. I don't know anyone. It's so strange. Later that night, they have some program going on for us new students.

           5th to 9th July 2010

           It was the worst week of my life ever. It was the orientation week (Minggu Perkasa Putra) and it was killing me. They have activities all day long for the whole damn week! We have to wake up 6am and started the stupid lame activities until late at night 12 or 1am. That was the moment I asked myself  "How could I be so happy to come here? This place sucks!!!!" The toilet is so dirty that sometimes the cat shits are in the bathrooms or toilets. OMG HELP! That was the time I missed my home so damn much. I've got a feeling to just go back home and give up. But I know I couldn't. I have to be strong no matter what happens. They got activities like asking us to create "cheers" for our college which is really dumb, something like " KTP ROCKS!!!" (KTP = Kolej Tun Perak), my hostel's name. Then, they send us to this big hall for some ridiculous talk that lasts for hours and hours. Talks like "1 Malaysia" and Moral values. I was like, come on, we're 20! Do we need you to teach us about Moral?!! Why are we spending our precious time doing some shit like this! Imagine sleeping 5 hours everyday for one week just to do this stupid activities. They even asked us to do exercise and dance. What the crap? Did I come to a kindergarten or what? It's not a University for God's sake! Finally, a heroin came to rescue me.

         

          10th + 11th July 2010

          Thank God Jasmine came to Kuala Lumpur and she brought me out! It was the greatest news for the whole week I skipped the stupid orientation by giving them an excuse that I have to go back to Penang. Then, Jasmine brought me out. Finally I felt like I was really in KL!!! I was outside of UPM at last! It did really feel great! We went to play billiard with my other friends and watch movies and ate Burger King! Yay! No more sucky food from UPM! Burger King was the best meal I had during that week. I shopped a lot and we had so much fun. Thanks a lot to Jasmine for the rescue. If wasn't for her, I won't be writing this blog cause I might died in UPM during the orientation week.

        12th July onwards...

        That was the day the classes officially started. Well, I managed to make some new friends. There's this one girl who took the same course as me and we go to the same class. She's a nyonya so I have to speak English to her as she doesn't understand Chinese. We did have some problems finding where are our classes and we did get lost. LOL. Well, we're new. It's okay to get lost I heard my senior said. UPM food sucks as always. Malay food everywhere. They sells the same damn food everywhere. We don't have many choices. Nasi Campur everywhere....I really hope I can slim down after I got here as I need to walk around and I don't like the food here.

       Conclusion :

       1.)The classes and lecturer halls are nice and big and cool and high technology. But I hate the fact that we have to take these stupid compulsory subjects like Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia, Kenegaraan Malaysia( like we took in Form6), Bahasa Melayu Tinggi, Pertanian dan Manusia. Come on,what the crap are these? I'm taking English Literate, why do I need to learn all these craps!!!?

      2.)I cannot accept the fact that there are cat shits in the toilets and it stinks to the maximum! I can't wait to move out!!! Unfortunately we are forced to stay here for 1 freaking year!!! And everybody in the whole block is sharing the washing machine! We have to pay Rm2.50 for each time we wash our clothes!!!

     3.)We first year students don't get to use own vehicles here. We are FORCED to take bus. That makes me wake up early morning to wait for bus and squeeze around with people. I hate it!!!

     4.) The food here sucks. Every stalls sell Malay Food. Nasi Campur everywhere.

     5.)They do have some nice scenery. I explored some of the nice places when I go jogging with my friends. It was kinda fun.

     6.)I am not racist. I repeat, I am not racist. I just don't get why there are so many Malays here compared to Chinese and Indian? There are around 70% of Malays in UPM. I just don't understand that. The first few days I got here, when they have solat at 5 something morning, I was shocked and woke up because I didn't get used to it. But now I didn't wake up anymore as I got used to it already. Hahaha.

      These are the conclusions for me living in UPM. Well, actually I hate myself for complaining so much. I've never been complaining so much before. I used to word "sucks" so many times since I got here to describe here. Well, the good part of this is I managed to make a few friends. I might be complaining too much, I don't like me being like this too. Some people think that I'm spoiled because I complain a lot since I got here. Well, I admit that. I might get spoiled at home, that's why I complain. So what? I love being spoiled. Anyway,don't tell me you can stand that you have cat shits in your toilets.

       It has been the 48th day I am here. Actually I quite get used to it already. Oh well. Wish me good luck for the days coming :)

Secret relationship...

       
          We were enjoying our dinner with my parents. We were eating my mother's home cook. It was delicious. It's been a while since the last time I enjoy home cook. Everything was normal and fine till suddenly, I looked to you in your eyes. You looked back. We were looking at each others and we can feel each other. I knew what was going on even without talking to you. All if a sudden, we were in a relationship. But it had to be a secret.

           "Excuse me,uncle and aunty." you told my parents. "The dinner is delicious but I have to go now. I have something important to do. And I need Sherri's help on that, right Sherri?"

          "Yeah, right, sure... Of course. We have to go now." I told my parents.

           Then we just left. You brought me to your car.I was nervous. You told me that you want to be with me. I knew so. But I didn't respond. Suddenly, you kissed me on my lips. I ignored and pushed you away.

         "I'm sorry." you said. "I didn't mean to..."

          Before you could finish your words, I kissed you. It was a great kiss.It's just like a fairy tale.

          I was so happy. I've got you finally. I never thought that this was gonna happen. It's been my dream.

          Then you drove me to your house. We went to your room. You on your computer and log on to Facebook. I sat on your bed watching you and felt how lucky I am to have you.

          But I'm still worried that how should I tell my parents about this. I don't know how should I tell them.They will kill me or they will be happy for me that I've found someone?

         All of a sudden, I open my eyes and found that I'm on my bed in my hostel room in UPM. Not even in Penang.

           So it was a dream. A dream that feels so real. Crap,what a weird dream!!! What's this? How could I have this kind of ridiculous dream!? I didn't watch any dramas lately. Or is it because of reading too much short stories for Literature lessons? LOL!