This Is It!!!!

28th Oct evening 8:44:22pm

             Suddenly!!!!I received a message from Monique.

            "Hey are you interested to go watch mj shows tomoro at gurney around 2.45pm or 5pm."

            I was like...

            Is she sending to the wrong person? Monique? Asking me to watch Michael Jackson's movie!?

           Haha!!! I was so happy! I thought I didn't get the chance to watch Michael Jackson's movie already as it just shows for two weeks!!!

          She said she asked me cause she knew I like Michael Jackson too! Her friends made reservations at 2.45pm and 5pm but they couldn't make it. I was thinking 5pm is too late. So we picked the show at 2.45pm.

29th Oct

           Just right after we finish our PA exam paper in school,quickly we drove to gurney to collect the tickets that her friends reserved. She waited me in the car and I got up to the 7th floor to collect the tickets. Just when I reached there,there was only one counter available! And the queue was as long as a snake! I afraid it might take a lot of time,so I "fly" down to Monique again and asked her if she wants to come too. Then we got up again and collect our tickets!

          So, it was 2.15pm already! Quickly we drove all the way to my house. Before that,we "ta pao" chicken rice for lunch. LOL. Smart Monique said that we should take away so that when she's bathing, I can eat and vice versa. Then it will save a lot of time. We were rushing like crazy girls la! Haha. By the time we finished everything it was 3pm! So,quickly,we drove all the way from my house to Gurney Plaza again. Reached there at 3.15pm to meet Kar Yan then we RAN to the cinema!!!

           The first scene we saw when we got inside was Michael performing "Smooth Criminal". The movie was so great. Although it's just showing his rehearsal, I think it's really great cause he's really talented. The movie is about him doing his rehearsal for his upcoming tour. Well,it didn't success to be live as we all know,he passed away.  It was such a waste as they really put a lot of hard work in the rehearsal. All the crews,set up for the stage,all the really TALENTED dancers,the fire crackers,his outfits,his dance moves,EVERYTHING. It would be a great performance really. Just the rehearsal was great enough. One word, AMAZING. I really hope to see the real live. Too bad,it's just too bad that he's gone.

           Honestly, I was never a die hard fan. I just listen to a few of his songs. But,since he passed away. I was like,Michael Jackson passed away? Why... He's so talented. Then I started to find out more about him. Then, I realised,he was really a kind man. After all the videos I've watch about him in Youtube.  I found out a lot of his great songs, beautiful songs and hit songs. He could dance really well. And most of all, he is very kind. He has donated around RM300 million to the charity! I wonder if I could earn that much of money in my whole entire life! He build the Neverland and let kids to go there to play. He was very kind to his fans. He is like perfect. I really learned a lot about him from his videos.

          But,I really don't understand, why are people being cruel to him? Why people are greedy enough to sue him for things that he didn't do? Some crazy parents sued him saying that he molested their kids. It was really ridiculous. He's a beautiful guy that love children. He wouldn't do anything like that! Only you sick people would! So sick that made fake reports saying that he molested your kids! Why would Michael want to molest your kids? That's very funny. With his money,he could just throw his money to some poor kids and they will just let him do anything willingly(I'm not saying MJ would do that), but come on,think about it, why would he want to molest kids? So that you people could sue him? You are lucky enough that your kids could spend time in Neverland! You should appreciate that! I wanted to go there so much but I don't even have any chance! But what did you do? Accusing a kind man like him! Shame on you! And he had to close Neverland to pay you money to shut your mouth and make your money face to go away.

          How could people being so cruel to such beautiful human being like Michael Jackson? He is talented,great dancer,great singer,great songwriter,great performer, and yet, he is not arrogant,unlike some artiste can sing a bit or anything and act like they are the king of the world. He loved his fans,everytime he performed the song "You Are Not Alone" live, he would asked the guard to pick one lucky fan to go on stage to dance with him and hug him. He showed love to his fans. He also loved animals, and he loved the world. He told us that WE ARE THE WORLD and asked us to HEAL THE WORLD. He treated us like a family. He is just so beautiful. He doesn't stop loving us even though some people treated him so bad.

       He is a true talented artiste that deserve to be so famous. He created great music that cheer people up and inspired people. Just by his music,he had helped a lot of people. Unlike some new artistes right now,singing meaningless songs and got rich for crappy songs. Michael is real,his songs are meaningful,his dance is great. This is the fact that cannot be denied.

        I have said this a lot of times,and now I'm going to say it again. Michael Jackson is really a great man that God sent to Earth. He has raised awareness to human,telling us to heal the world and spread love. In the movie "This Is It", his message was to tell us to heal this world. He is really a wonderful guy. It's so sad that he has to passed away so soon. Oh well. 

       It's good that he is in heaven now. I'm sure he is happy there. Smiling down to us. Although he has passed away,but his music,his soul,his kindness will always be remembered. There are people misunderstand about you,or people just want to hate you,but don't worry. You have much more fans than haters. Those haters just have no life and got nothing better to do. You are one talented person,beautiful person physically,emotionally and mentally. Inside and outside. We will always love you. You will always have your love ones and fans around you. 

       Although you couldn't perform "This Is It" live,you only could make the rehearsal,but I'm sure your performing to people in heaven now right? Rest In Peace. You are a legend. King of Pop!

       I am sorry that I didn't know about you earlier.I only realised all about you and start to love you after you have passed away. But, it was never too late. This blog is dedicated to you.

         Anyway, last but not least, I'd like to thank my friend Monique for asking me to watch too,and thanks for fetching me. Although we were rushing like crazy girl,I really had a great time,seeing Michael Jackson's movie and doing all the crazy stuff with you. Hahaha... Great to hang out with someone crazy :D It was really fun. Well,this is the first time we hang out. Yeah! Keep talking about Michael Jackson all the way. And she really gets excited and scream. Hahaha. Keep repeating Michael is cool,handsome and all that. LOL. Too bad I forgot to count how many times we mention "MICHAEL JACKSON". Hahaha. And Kar Yan too, thanks for watching the movie with us! Know you so long,really first time going out with you. We are crazy right!? Hahaha.

These are the photos that we took in GSC. We were really crazy there. Hahaha.

         Monique and me in her car with her LIMITED EDITION Michael Jackson DVD/BOOK. =)

To all my friends and family and everyone I know

              One day...

               When you are feeling very sad...

               When you need someone to talk to...

               When you need someone to listen to you...

               When you feel that you are lonely...

               When you think that you don't have the courage...

               When you feel stressed...

               When you feel frustrated...

               When you need a shoulder to cry on...

               When you need someone to concern about you....

              Feel free to talk to me. I will be right beside you to help you overcome to the problems that you face.

              Even if I couldn't help you to solve the problem, I will help you to listen to them and lessen your burden.

              I will do my best to help you feel less frustrated.

             Even you feel that you are not closed to me to share your problems, you can pretend that you are closed to me at that moment to talk to me. I won't mind who are you and I will do anything to make you feel better.

             So,all my dear friends and family! Please do know that you have me as your family member or friend to count on.


            I am here for those of you need someone to care...


            

           Just send me a message or give me a call and I will be there....

What are the stories of their lives...?

             I have taken the public bus practically 6 to 8 times a week for more than one year, including all the way to and back from tuition and school. I've seen different kinds of people inside the bus. Sometimes I meet the same people on several occasions.

              Most of the time , I just get on the bus and just put on my music player and play games on my handphone. I don't really look around what is happening.

          One day, I was quite bored of the handphone game already. I was just listening to my music. I realised there was an Indian girl sitting opposite me talking on the phone. She had already been talking for quite long. She was around her 30's. She looked quite upset or something on the phone. It looked like she was arguing about something. I stopped my music player but it was too bad that I couldn't understand Tamil. She looked really frustrated and her eyes were full of tears but she managed to hold them back.

         I'm not really a busybody kind of person. But I'm just wondering, what had she been through? What is the story of her life?

         I saw an old man. He couldn't sit still. He kept changing places to sit and walked around the bus, he even squatted down on the floor. He seemed really uncomfortable. I think he was a drug addict. His face was really pale and his eyes were red. He was really suffering. Once again,I wondered, what has he been through? What is the story of his life?

         Then, I saw an old lady. I've met her before. She is still the same. She always goes around  begging for money. She tells people she needs money to buy food. Some people pity her and gave her RM1. Some just ignore her. Well,honestly,I ignore her.

        Last year, when I was having tuition classes in my tuition centre , there was an old lady near the tuition centre. She would sit there all day on a chair. Whenever people passed by, she would call them. I was the "lucky" ones. She called me.

      " Girl,  I am very hungry. I'm waiting for people to give me money so that I can buy food."

       I was confused. I was like "Huh? Who people? Give you what money?"

      "They will give me money in the late afternoon. Just RM1 to let me go and buy some food."

        Then it was cleared. "Oh, you are hungry?"

        Without any second thought, I took out my wallet and gave her RM1.

        "Is that enough?"

         "Oh, girl, you don't need to give me money."

        "Nono, it's okay, it's okay. Just take it and buy something to eat."

       I was feeling happy that day cause I thought I helped someone and did something good.

       A few weeks later, I met the old lady again. She was still sitting in the same place. She waved at me... again. I walked towards her.

      " Girl, can you read chinese? " then she handed me a piece of paper. It was just some lousy flyers.

      I was like... "urm...?"

     " Can you tell me what is this paper writing? I don't understand Chinese. This piece of paper is given by my daughter to me. It's a letter she wrote to me. Can you tell me what is she writing? I miss her so much. What is she writing? Does she miss me?"

        I went blank. Letter?  That was obviously a piece of flyer.

      " I'm very hungry now. Is she going to come back and give me money to eat?" she added.

      I was in the 'didn't - know - what - to - do' situation. So I lied to her that I didn't know how to read Chinese and I will take that piece of paper to my tuition teacher and ask her to translate. I afraid that I'd break her heart if I told her that it was just a piece of flyer.

      So, I quickly ran to the class and showed that piece of paper to my teacher. I told her the whole story.

      "I forgot to tell you." she said.

     "How dare she asked money from you. She has always been this way. She has been cheating many people. She always tells pitiful stories to make people feel sad for her and she will ask for money. Just ignore her. She is there all the time and tries to take advantage on people. We all ignore her."

       Wow, I was so mad at that moment. How could you take advantage on people with kind hearts?!!! I really wanted to scold her that time. But I managed to calm down because she was an elderly person. It would have been really rude if I scolded her. So I went back to her and gave that piece of paper back to her. I told her that I didn't know what the paper was all about. She then tried again to repeat the so called pitiful stories. I told her I didn't have time and I just walked away.

      My point is,it's not the RM1 that matters to me. I could give her RM10 if she was really someone who needed my help. But she wasn't. She was just cheating! How many RM1 has she collected from people all this while? What I'm trying to point out is how could people act this way? How could people take advantage of others and cheat them when they are trying to be nice and helpful? RM1 is not a big amount I know. But she has made me lost my trust in people. I felt hurt and disappointed.

      Well, back to the bus. That's the reason why I don't really donate money directly to people who asked for it. That is why I ignored the old lady that asked money from people in the bus. How do I know  that if I donate the money to her,she might end up enjoying herself with that money. Or she use the money to commit crimes such as taking drugs and so on.

       Once again, I wonder, what is the story of her life? What has she been through? Why does she need to ask money from people? I'm sorry I couldn't help you if you needed help. I've lost trust to people like you. You have arms and legs,why don't you go and work?

       Ladies and gentlemen, a perfect example describing people who take advantages on other kind people is Michael Jackson's case. Just so you know, Michael Jackson invited kids to play around in his Neverland ranch as he hoped those children would have a beautiful childhood because his childhood was bad. That sounds very kind,doesn't it? To cut a long story short, a few years ago,Michael received a call from a mother that her son was suffering from cancer. He wished that he could see Michael Jackson. Immediately, Michael invited the family to live with him in Neverland and he reassured her son that he would be okay. Thank or don't thank God, his son recovered. But few years later, the family sued Michael Jackson for molesting the kid. That is the summary of the story. For more information, click on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6C5S64tCRA

      I don't just make up stories of Michael Jackson. I didn't know Michael was so kind too until I watched the videos. These things are happening in reality. I really feel sorry for Michael and people out there who are facing similar problems.

      That is the reason why, I admire Nick Vijicic a lot. For those of you who don't know who he is, you can search about him on youtube. People with arms and legs are born perfectly could go and make up sympathy stories to cheat on others' money. Nick Vijicic is a guy with no arms and legs and yet he is able to give motivational talk to thousands and thousands of people and help inspire them,yet people with arms and legs are cheating others for themselves. What is happening to the world?

       Why are people acting this way? What happened to humans? Is the word "humanity" still available? Is the lastest version of dictonary gonna delete the word "humanity"? Why are human acting so inhumanely?  Every single day, we read about people whote are committing crimes : dumping babies, stealing, robbing, snatching, killing, raping,animal massacre and many more crimes. Innocent people are being killed for othersi selfishness. It's such ashame that even some animals like tigers and dogs protect their own babies and humans are throwing their babies to the toilet or dustbins?  Why are people acting worse than animals? What are the reasons they do this? What are the stories of their lives?  

          See this video and you will get what I mean by saying some animals are better than some humans!
        

         Amazing right? Thank God the dog was alive. That's what I'm talking about.

         God has given us a good chance to be a human in this life and yet some people play their role as an animal or couldn't even play the role as an animal.

         What has happened to the society? Why are people acting this way? What are the reasons behind these actions? I still believe in "Everything happens for a reason". So what are the reasons? Once again,I wonder, what have they been through? What are the stories of their lives that they have to do something like this....?

      
       For those of you who are being so kind, it's very nice of you. I just want you to know how ugly this world is and please take good care of yourself when you are being kind. Don't let yourself get hurt in the process of helping people. Please do know who you are helping. Help those who really need our help, not those who want to take advantage on us.


      And for those of you who are committing those crimes I mentioned shame on you and double SHAME on you if you don't change now.

       I will play my role as a human and I will play it to my fullest. I will help who SERIOUSLY need my help especially to my beloved ones in order to thank God for what God has given me.  

                                     Thank you God.

"I've got a news for you"

          "I've got a news for you" my mother said.

          "Your cousin is going to get married."

          "She's going to get married with a Scottish."

          I was very shocked. I thought I was dreaming. But I wasn't.

          The first thing on my mind was,

        " Who is that guy? "

        "Do I know him?"

         "Will he take care of her? If he doesn't,I will kill him!"

         My cousin,she's like an elder sister to me. I love her very much. She used to take care of me when I was a kid. She's very close to me.

       Tonight, I chatted with my cousin on MSN. I asked her about the wedding bells. She told me she was happy. He is a really caring guy. I feel very glad to hear that. If not,she wouldn't think of getting married. I'm very happy for my cousin.

          She said after next year Chinese New Year,she will go to United Kingdom with him. They will be living there. Suddenly, I feel kinda sad. I'm happy for her that she has found the guy. But I don't want her to leave us. She said after 4 years when my niece is 18,she will bring her and my aunty there too.

           I feel kinda sad. I will miss them very much. They are my God family. I used to live with them. Now they are leaving me?

          I have a lot of memories with my God family. The days when I was in their house. All the memories come back to my head. The days when my cousin brought me out to play. My cousin bought an ice cream for me. My cousin helped me on my homework. I spent my childhood there. It was great. I hope I can go back to that time. Wow. I really gonna miss her a lot.

           Somehow,the good news is, I get to go for a wedding dinner ! It's like my big sister's wedding. I need to dress up nicely! I can't wait to attend the wedding :)

             And I discussed with my cousin,we might be going to Genting Highland together this year end. I really look forward to that. I can't wait to spend time together with them.

          They are my second family. I grew up together with them. They are part of me. I just cannot imagine how is my life when they are in another country.

           Well,maybe 4 years later, I can go there for a holiday with them. I am old enough then.

         There are a lot of things in my mind now. How are their babies like? I'm gonna have a eurasian niece or nephew? Wow,that's so cool. The babies are going to be beautiful. Most of the eurasian babies are beautiful.

          On the other hand,I am worried of my niece. How is she taking the news? I hope she is not sad. I tried to convince her,telling her that she should be happy for her mother. I know she loves her mother very much. She misses her mother everyday. Her mother loves her a lot too. Well, time will heal everything. I hope she can accept him. She is my first niece. I care her a lot. I hope she is happy. I hope he can give happiness to my beloved family. I look forward to know him. He will be part of my family. Wow.

          Last but not least, I'd like to congrate my beloved cousin that she's going to get married. I'm really happy for you. I will miss you a lot. I hope you are happy. God bless you and family.