Thursday, November 12, 2009

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Worthy is the lamb

Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace
Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace
Chorus:
Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

    Everytime I listen to this song,I have this sad feeling.It has been 2 and a half year now,time does fly.We sang this song during your funeral.Everyone was crying.So,everytime we listen to this song,I imagine what we have been through.

    After I've lost you,I only feel that I actually miss you.What a fool am I.You will only appreciate something after you lose it.I think that's true.You make me understand the importance of family.I have never felt this way before.I've never lost someone that is so close to me.

    Everything that we did,all the scene,all the thoughts and everything about you have became memories that can only be played in my head.The memories that I cannot make it happen again in my real life.

    I know we should accept what happens to us,I know we cannot change what has happened.But I just cannot accept the truth that you're gone forever in my life.I just cannot accept the truth that I cannot see you anymore.I cannot accept the truth that I cannot talk to you anymore.And I cannot accept the truth that I cannot do what I wanted to do for you.

      I still miss you. My tears still flow everytime I think of you. Sometimes before I sleep I will think of you. Wondering how are you doing now.

     Thank you very much for everything.Thank you for the loves and cares.Please forgive me if I did anything wrong.I love you and I miss you.


Will miss you always,Ji Ee.

2 comments:

  1. lols..
    dun sad ya sister...
    cheers up!! ^^

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  2. Haha...didnt know that u will actually read my blog ;)
    Thanks dear :)
    Take care :D

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